Cor, blimey, it's been over a year since my last blogging. I have been really busy completing QCF3 Health and Social Care for work. Yes, I am still a support worker for people with adult learning disabilities and I enjoy my job 😄 . Hard work, but one of the best job I ever had. (yes, cheffing was the best one so far...) Due to the job, I just had not got time to doing anything. I was super stressed out, moan moan, moan (lots of them) with my friend about the course (QCF3 H&S). AND, it got worse, shortage of staffs, new staffs never really stay (still the same probs here) with us, doing way too much paper works (like updating yet another support plans, charts, and reviews etc)!!!
I want to moan again 😔 , why us, support workers have to do so much paper works to complete, on the top of that, I, we were doing team leaders jobs too (still do...). Never enough time to spend time with clients. Lovely clients, who have learning disabilities with sweet personality, the most our clients have on autism spectrum too. I have been learning so much about myself as well as ... well, life really. They've taught me possibilities in life and encouraged me to do things (even though they think they are doing nothing), abilities I thought I never had to discover with me... Sounds a bit me me me, but I can only talk about myself here, because I am not them....
Anyway, I feel a bit more relaxed and inspired with things around me. I started attending my local yoga classes, 3-4 times a week now. I feel much happier that I started seeing my yogi friends and talk about yoga... I really missed it. I was practising at home nearly every day, which I loved and still do.
Home practise and doing yoga with yogis in a studio are really different. I said that before, collective energy I love, I feel it, I see it and I can talk about it later with my yogi friends! How wonderful. I love my home practise too. I can explore in the different ways from when I am in a class. I can stop anytime and feel the pose, feel what I am feeling and I can on savasana as long as I want. Arh, yoga is wonderful. I feel different every time, my body feels different every time, and when I go beyond my yoga mat, I have got no words to explain how I feel. Just Magic.
Well, I made some raw chocolate and gave them to my yoga teacher and my friend, Cath, who just had 60th birthday. I haven't had heard from Cath, but Jacqui loved them. Must be really good I take it.... Well, I love them too, the best one so far.
mixed my cacao butter mix (cacao butter, coconut butter and smooth peanut butter) with hemp mills, cacao powder, yacon syrup. Them pour into the moulds and topped with some yummy dried fruits. They are not sweet, and I like it that way. sometimes, chocolate can be too sweet and interfere with my blood sugar levels.... Sounds like an old lady..... Oooopppps! 😅
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